Setting the stage for an uphill battle with COVID-19
As an athlete, I’ve always prided myself on being resilient, but nothing could have prepared me for the challenges I faced after contracting COVID-19 four times in the past four years. Despite being vaccinated and boosted, COVID knocked me off my feet in a way nothing else had. I’d never had the flu, never experienced anything that sidelined me for too long, yet this virus took me out of commission for months. It wasn’t just about getting sick—COVID derailed my training, my races and my mental fortitude.
Each bout with COVID seemed to hit just before I was supposed to head out west for a race. Twice, I had to cancel races due to being sick, another I had to DNF due to long COVID. In the lead up, I’d worked so hard to prepare, only to find myself unable to run, train, or even recover in a normal timeframe. Months of doctor visits yielded few answers, and my symptoms were baffling: heart rate spikes, insomnia, dizziness, and blackouts during speed work. As an athlete, this was my worst nightmare.
COVID and athletes
Researching the effects of COVID and running, I realized I wasn’t alone in this struggle. Many of my athletes have also battled the virus, with varying recovery times from weeks to months. Some experienced erratic heart rates, fatigue and difficulty breathing, while others bounced back quickly. What I learned was crucial—when recovering from COVID-19, athletes must give their bodies the time they need. It’s not just about waiting for your lungs to clear, it’s about listening to and, most importantly, respecting the subtle signs your body is giving you.
For many, a nearly complete shutdown of training is necessary until all symptoms disappear. Starting back too quickly, or trying to jump in where you left off, can lead to setbacks and injury. It’s essential to ease back in at 50-70% of your previous training load. Given the limitations in research on COVID and running, let your body guide you from there. Even though the physical symptoms of COVID can be incredibly tough, the emotional toll might be even harder to process.
The mental side of chronic illness
Dealing with long COVID symptoms is an emotional rollercoaster that can take months to years to resolve. I experienced firsthand how my cardiovascular system was affected—my heart rate monitor struggled to give accurate readings due to misshapen red blood cells, a condition linked to macrocytic anemia caused by the virus. Confusingly, my blood work even showed iron overload, also caused by the virus. All signs were pointing out how my body wasn’t functioning as it should.
The psychological toll of this prolonged illness was immense. As someone used to pushing my limits, I suddenly found myself unable to keep up with even the lightest workouts. My heart rate soared at the slightest exertion, and my endurance felt like it had vanished overnight. I went from being strong and capable, to feeling fragile and unsure of my body’s ability to handle the demands of my sport.
Returning post-COVID to running and racing: a battle with fear and comparison
What made it even harder was the fear of showing up at a race again. After years of uncertainty, I didn’t know if I could be the runner I once was. There was no other option for me than to face that fear head-on. I signed up for a small race with a reduced training load and a simple goal: just show up. As a coach, I regularly help athletes face their fears: this was the time for me to put my own words into action. In the end, I made a pact with one of my athletes that if she showed up for her race, I would show up for mine too. To further prepare myself mentally for race day, I spent time journaling about my fears, goals and expectations, even writing down the worst-case scenarios and how I could handle them.
On race day, I did a lot of walking and jogging around the start area, constantly checking in with my body to make sure I wasn’t overdoing it. This race featured a grueling 7-mile climb, during which I kept my focus on the beauty around me—the fall foliage, the mountain air—and reminded myself that just being out there was a victory. When I crossed the finish line, I finished 3rd woman. More importantly, I had fun. It was the first time in years that I had felt that thrill again. This marked a huge step forward in my recovery from COVID and running comeback!
Coping with setbacks and steps for moving forward
If you’re struggling with illness or injury, know that it’s okay to grieve. It’s normal to feel angry, frustrated and sad when your body isn’t doing what you want it to do. But by allowing yourself to process those emotions fully, you give yourself the chance to heal. Sit with your emotions, journal about them, and let yourself grieve the loss of your former capabilities. Only then can you move toward acceptance and the possibility of new goals.
There’s no shame in starting over, adjusting your expectations, or even finding new passions. As athletes, we’re taught to push through, but sometimes the strongest thing you can do is let go of what was and embrace what is. In the end, every step forward is a victory. Every day you show up, whether it’s for a race or for your recovery, is a step toward a healthier, stronger future.
Don’t forget to listen to your body—give it the rest, nutrition and patience it needs to heal. And most importantly, hold onto the joy that brought you to your sport in the first place.
Kristina Folcik is a TRR coach based in North Conway, NH. With her holistic training approach, Kristina helps beginner to advanced athletes on the roads and the trails achieve their goals.